hmmm...

not much to say other than - i'm starting to freak out over school!!!
I don't know where my classroom is what the configuration of my room will be, what I need to decorate and what to put on my bulletin boards!! ack! I don't even know my name...will it be the right name on the door? oh well - only one way to find out - just go in and find out! So tomorrow i'm off to school to check it out more closely... i've gotta be gutsy and bold and confident meanwhile I feel like I'm 5 and starting school for the first time. =(

Other than that - i'm feeling ok... a little humbled b/c I realize once again how much I need God - without HIM i can do nothing.. i am nothing... why in the world do I even let myslef think I can do or be anything without him - I'm a dodo....sometimes... I am so glad that NHF has some great encouraging bro's and sis's for without them - I'd be walking around in circles... and not moving forward... God is good to provide such good people around.... but it's funny - sometimes you only get to see people as themselves when they're in prayer... I guess it's true when you are refreshed in HIM you are more you than at any other time...

My 104 friends came to NHF on Sunday! That was so cool - I was so thankful that I am part of a friendly, cozy church community that my friends also felt comfortable... they really loved the praise time and enjoyed PEd's sermon too - good going on talking about "material girl" and "joey and phoebe" - they appreciated it - although it didn't lead to any serious discussion on living water - hopefully it was a time of planting a seed. =) It's up to God now... until He moves again =)

I realize that there are so many cool things in this world - but they become less "cool" to people as they are exposed to it more... like the clouds for example - I think they are so cool - the way they are shaped and whatever - it's just neat to observe and soak in that the God who created me created those beautiful clouds too... and He put them in their place and wanted me to notice them... so that I may see His glory - in just a small way... unfortunately - those of us who often look at the clouds or ignore the clouds don't get to experience or appreciate God's creation - it's simple and it's all around... so i guess for tomorrow - go out and smell the roses - or go out and check out the sky - perhaps we'll be fortunate again to see nothing but a clear blue sky - but maybe we'll be fortunate to check out some creative, fun, awesome clouds too. =) i know - totally random... sorry.

i better go and get some rest if I'm really going to try to go to work tomorrow...

ttyl
jkoahn